You know when you're doing something, and you're really excited about it, and you think it's working okay but you take a step back from it and look at it and it's just not quite right?
That's how I'm feeling about this blog.
Something's off. Something's rubbing me the wrong way. Something about it just... doesn't feel like me.
I think I'm still emulating too much. I think I need to re-assess my shit.
Like there! I said "shit!" On my blog! I've been trying to keep from using profanity, but god damnit, I swear like a fucking sailor and there are no impressionable youth reading this. Shitfuckdickballs.
Maybe I'm just bored. Maybe I'm tired of trying so hard.
So I'm just not going to try so hard. No more stressing over scheduling posts, no more censorship, no more trying to fit into any blogging "niche" that just doesn't fit.
I'll blog when I want to blog, and my topics will be my own, and it'll be less for you and more for me. A massive readership is not a priority.
It's more than just Discovery Channel's Shark Week, ifyaknowwhatImean. And I'm fed up! And undercaffeinated! And completely uninspired by my own little self-made corner of the internet, which is dumb!
And most of all, I'm human. So if I haven't scared you off, expect some changes while I shift around through these awkward, uncomfortable blog growing pains.
You may now return to your regularly scheduled blogramming.
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